I pray to Allah to strengthen my heart and to bless my life.
That when He actually sends an unstoppable tests including where I learn who my real friends are it really breaks me apart. Like you discovered those first good impression wasn't exactly real. Or when they actually blames you for their low marks. Or when idk they used you?
It is hard to actually live in the world where you need to have something so people will look up to you. But lol what was I thinking this is the real world. You need to have at least good attitudes . And good marks. And good judgment. And hurm not selekeh?
However, I am really thankful to learn all of these hardships and discovering who will be there for me during my low at this young age during my college years. That when it is bounds to happen again in the near future, I can at least stop to think "oh wait, this has happened before! I know what to do now."
Quote a friend of mine; "God gonna slams you hard and breaks you to pieces. Not because He hates you, or despise you. Because He is going to pick the good and beautiful pieces up and build a better you"